Category: Thoughts Of My Life’s Journey As A Slave
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The love that can exist resting at the foot of a good Master’s feet
Recently I spent a week serving two Masters – below is an edited extract of what I wrote to them at the end of this trip, and the love I found at a Masters’s feet. I have decided to release this to help others who want to embrace the lifestyle further but are scared to,…
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You fool! As if it matters how a man falls down
As I come closer to making some big decisions about my like, I am struck by how big the decisions are. Normally most decisions you can change the perspective and look at how you can change your mind again. Or move decisions into smaller ones that are experiments and learn from them. But when it…
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Dare to dream – endings
22 years ago, when I was 16, i started to read the first book in a fantasy trilogy called the Assassins Apprentice. I cannot remember a book speaking to me the way this one did, and main character who I could so easily understand. (Note there will be some spoilers below) Over many years more…
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Goodbye Master Matthew
In 2013 I started to talk to a Master in the USA called Master Matthew. I was terrified about speaking to someone so real, and who was looking for one of the most intense forms of slavery I’ve ever come across. At the time I had been through a traumatic experience with a Master and…
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The power of belief in 24/7
The process for me to accept I wanted 24/7, and then the courage to start looking for it, was a long one. I wish I had known how hard it actually is to find a true 24/7 Master, as I would have spent much less time procrastinating over the decision. And the search is really…
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There and back again
At the moment I find myself in a strange position. On one side I find myself missing the connection and service with a Master, and wanting one so much. And on the other side I find myself repelled at the idea of trusting someone, and opening myself up to serving and connecting with someone again.…
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The loneliness of seeking something that is different – slave or Master
To seek something different is to become loneliness. To be different is to be set apart from others. As a slave finding his Master I feel this loneliness every day. To be a slave seeking to live the lifestyle, to find a Master, is to be different; and to be lonely. As I have slowly…